"So clumsey she's practically disabled" BELLA!

[Bella Swan]

She could tell that he was still angry though she now knew that he was not angry at her, no matter what she thought before it would never be at her. He might get irritated with her but he would never be outright angry with her. Hearing him talk like that was getting her irritated. “DON’T you ever say that. I don’t need anyone but YOU.. It’s always been you and always will be you.” she said, looking into his eyes. “If only you would get that through your head. It’s never been about making love. It’s been about being with you. That’s all I want. Sure it would be nice if we could but you promised me that we would try and that’s more then I could hope for.” she said, never taking her eyes off him. “I know you would never harm me.” she said, quietly. Though she knew that he would hear her. “Your wrong. The one thing I want more in the entire would is something that I already have.” she murmured into his neck. She had burrowed herself into his arms.

“Don’t say that Edward, Don’t you ever say that to me. We tried that before. Tired to make me forget you look how that turned out.” she hated bringing it up but if it would get him to stop thinking like this then she would do it again in a heart beat. “The ONLY thing present and future I want is you. And If I could go into my past and bring you in it I would. No matter what.” she said, her face still buried in his neck. “I LOVE YOU. Don’t you get that. It’s stronger then anything I don’t care if we never make love. It’s YOU I want to spend the rest of my life with.” she said. Finally pulling her face from his neck to look into his eyes and as she did he kissed her nose. She couldn’t help but smile at that.

“That’s the spirit.“ she said, laughing. “I NEVER want to leave your arms again. She smirked at him with the next thing he said, “Why are we even bringing Newton up.” she shuttered. It’s not that she didn’t like him but he was annoying. Very annoying. All she could do was laugh at him. “The duffel bag would not stand a chance.” she said. “ I love you more!” she said, kissing his lips. She would never ever get tired of his kisses. She broke the kiss to look into his Carmel eyes.

TAG;; EDWARD
CREDIT::: Me…
MUSIC/ LISTENING TO::: Evanescence- My Immortal
WORD COUNT;;; 426
NOTES;;; Sorry it took so long.

[Edward Cullen]

"To love is to receive a glimpse of heaven."

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" “The duffel bag would not stand a chance.”

[/colour] he heard her say, he chuckled into her hair. The scent itself was enough to knock him off his feet, and knocking a vampire off their feet was no easy feat. Though the scent slightly burnt his throat, her blood no longer held the appeal it had the first time she had walked into that biology classroom and sat aside him. The pain of losing her, thinking he had lost her, had cured him totally of any temptation the blood had held. The scent was fresh, like flowers, unlike human scents they would only be able to smell the main flower scent- he could distinguish between each individual ingrediant. "Strawberries, roses, daiseys, hyasynth..."[/colour] he murmered during another deep scent from her hair. Suddenly he was kissing her, yet he hadn't been the one that had begun the kiss. This puzzled him, she was good, catching him off guard. Yet he didn't mind, he wouldn't never mind Bella's kisses, he could stay like this forever and he would not once get bored. Still every kiss they shared would give him a strange sensation that he had long forgotten existed. Butterflies. She had broke away from him, his eyes flew open, his jaw dropped. Mocking her, he leant forward and growled playfully. "Excuse me i wasn't quite done kissing you Miss Swann!"[/colour] pulling her face gently into his. His hand moved round the back of her head, and brushed against a lump. He drew back.
"Are you sure your ok, maybe i should have Carlisle come and have a look just to make sure by the looks of it you hit it pretty badly,"[/colour] brushing his thumb gently over her cheek. To him she felt hot, not uncomfortable hot, nice hot, almost a sunkissed feeling. His gazed locked on her beautiful brown eyes, he would never tire of them. He would miss those eyes when she became a vampire, the only way he'd be able to see them was if he looked into Charlies eyes. He chuckled outloud at this thought, imagining Charlies reaction if he took his face in his hand and gazed lovingly into his eyes.

"Speak of the devil..."[/colour] he muttered, as he heard both Charlies patrol car approach two streets away but also his line of thought. At the moment his thought was infact on Edward himself, debating whether to "accidently" knock a heavy object off the top shelf of the garage onto him if he was at the house.
"Bella,"[/colour] he murmered. "i should go, charlies coming and already planning my demise so he can marry you off to some pup or maybe even that Newton boy. Yet i don't think he's realised it'll take a lot more than a cinderblock to split me from you!"[/colour] giving her forehead a gentle kiss, he stood up and began doing up the buttons on his shirt. He stood there for a moment staring into her eyes.
"I love you, i won't be long. i'll miss you more than you'll miss me. Go get the mans dinner ready, oh and don't go near the garage... knowing your luck that cinderblock will make the shelf give way. We don't need anymore bumps on the head, infact on better thoughts i may go move it,"[/colour] with that he ran down to the garage, swiftly moved Charlies boobie trap from harms way, and was back at Bella's side before Charlie had even pulled onto the street.
"Love you"[/colour] he whispered, gently kissing her lips, linguring there until he heard Charlies door slam.

tag: bella
wordcount: 609
Listening to:Linkin park- leave out all the rest
notes: sorry i took a while
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[Bella Swan]

She had been listening to him name the scents which in itself was quite amazing. All her human senses could gather was strawberry and maybe a little bit of rose. But everything that he named was quite extraordinary. She had known that vampires had very sensitive senses but she hadn’t really thought about it to much. Mostly because she was too distracted by Edward himself to put much thought into what he could and could not do. And he could do way more then he could not. When she had broke the kiss she hadn’t expected him to say anything. But when he did she smirked. Though that was short lived because he was kissing her again. And when his fingers found a lump in the back of her head she had to flinch back. It wasn’t his touch but the bump was a bit sore.

“No, no I’m fine love.” she said, smiling. “I get worse lumps then this on a daily basis.” she said, bringing her lips back up to his. She loved the feeling of him caressing her face. It may have been cold but it wasn’t uncomfortable. His skin felt warm against her face mostly because she felt warm all over. She would tire of having to use an afghan between them when they laid down next to each other. But she understood the reason why. It wouldn’t be a good ‘mood’ setter if her teeth were clattering because she was cold or something like that.

She had to sigh, she loved her father very much so but he could come home at the most worst times he could just to try and catch Edward in the house. She grimaced at the thought. Jacob was her friend and she hoped that he would always be but he was not husband material that alone lay in Edward. And Mike, ugh no she would never think of him in that way. He was more suited to Jessica then herself. Though she had to smile and joke with him. “Sure and I will be sure to tell him that I want too.” she said, smiling, then she frowned. “A cinder block? What is he thinking.” she said, laughing. “well don’t let him see you because the cinder block wont have a chance.” she said she smiled at him as she watched him go.” Love you too.” she said, and she knew that her herd her. Now she would go and get Charlie’s dinner then come back and hurry though her bed routine so she could be with him faster.

Walking down the steps she made her way to the front room where Charlie was already putting his gun away. “Hello dad,” she said, receiving a greeting in returned. She pulled out the makings of fried chicken then got to work two and a half hours later she had Charlie and herself fed and the kitchen was sparkling clean. “I’m going to go to bed now dad, long day.” she called as she made her way up to do her routine. She heard him mumble something vaguely that sound like ‘alright honey.’ or something similar. She smiled and hurried to the bathroom to get finished with her bedtime routine. Once finished she walked to her room. She knew he would be waiting, well she hoped anyway. He would probably be sitting in her rocking chair as calm as could be. Or maybe standing up against the wall looking quite edible. She smiled at her thoughts, glad that Edward couldn’t read them, and pushed her door open.

Tag::: Edward
Status:::Finished
Credit:::Me
Music/Listening to:::A train going by
Word Count::: 594
Notes:::Sorry it took a major long time.. things happened.. but now it's done and i'm back.

[Edward Cullen]

"To love is to receive a glimpse of heaven."

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Edward always disliked this time, the time where he had to leave Bella. He always made sure Alice kept an eye on her, and he never ventured far. Edward had learnt from previous experience that these were the times she would do something stupid or get hurt. Bella hurt herself in a padded cell. Knowing her look, the padding would explode due to the sudden impossible change in rotation of the Earth, thus causing the ceiling to fall, allowing a herd of blood thirsty werewolves and vampires in.
Though this wasn't the wisest analogy he had come up with the evidence spoke for itself.
- Running off into the clutches of james.
-Finding the first mythical creature possible when he... left. In this case a werewolf, though she did mention somewhere that Angela could be a witch. He'd have to look into that. Edward found it hard to believe and what not to believe. Since he couldn't read her mind, he had his doubts and wouldn't put it past Bella to be true. She was a magnet for danger. Give it a week and Bella could be bubbling away in a cauldron.
- The cliff incident.
-Victoria. Edward didn't even need to expand on that. It simply said enough. Though he distinctly remember her stunt with the rock. Planning to plunge it into her skin around three vampires... Sometimes he wondered for her sanity.
All the evidence certainly did speak for itself, while Bella made food for Charlie he usually stayed close. Today he decided to go hunting for an hour or two. Just in the near by forest. It was overflowing with deer, though it wasn't his favourite... infact it was probably his least favourite. Many times he'd debated whether it would just be easier to eat dirt, or occasionally snack on Mike Newton. He raced to the woods, moving so fast it would be impossible to see. He always kept his mind on Charlies thoughts, that way he would know if anything bad happened... suddenley Edward was very glad that he had moved that cinderblock. He understood why he needed to feed, though the scent of Bella's blood held little appeal to him, he was what he was. A vampire. He couldn't change that.
Just as Edward was finishing up, three deers later, he was feeling rather full. He thought back to the memory of when Esme had broke Carlisles table when she had first became a vampire. "I truely would break it now..."

[/colour] he mumbled to himself. He took a step forward and almost crushed this heap on the floor infront of him. He beant down and glanced at it. A rabbit. He was suprised usually animals had a natural aversion to vampires, he stood still. The little grey creature looked up at him, curiously almost. Realisation dawned on him, it was looking at him like Bella had. He laughed outloud.
"I think i know who you would be perfect for,"[/colour] he bent down and gently scooped the rabbit up. If he was quick he'd have time to pick up all the supplies she'd need for the rabbit before she became worried at where he was.

Edward smiled to himself as he heard Bella say goodnight to Charlie, he'd hidden "Klutz" as he'd abptly named the new pet in a box beside him. He stood up from the rocking chair in which he'd been sat, as she opened the door. He embraced her, gently kissing her lips.
"I missed you... but i did get you a little suprise,"[/colour] gesturing to the cardboard box on the floor. "Meet Klutz, i HAD to keep her. I almost trud on her in the woods... yet just like someone else i new she hung around just looking at me... and i immediately knew who she'd be perfect for"[/colour] he broke off looking into her eyes. " I thought she was very abptly named after a particular element in my most favourite person in the whole wide world..."[/colour]

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[Bella Swan]

Bella hadn’t been surprised that he was sitting in the rocking chair but she was relieved. Though she did know that he would be there. She still found that she had thoughts that he wouldn’t be where he was supposed to be. That she wasn’t good enough for him and he would leave her at any moment. And she was always taken away by his kisses. They took her breath away.. Being so perfect and all. After the kiss she smiled at him. “I missed you too.” she said, then looked at him when he said that he got her a surprise. “You got me a rabbit.” she asked, smiling at him. She took the box from him and looked at the animal. It was adorable. Little gray fluffy think. “Thank you.“ she said, setting it down on the floor and kissing Edward on the lips. Once she had kissed him and thanked him she sat down in front of the box picked the bunny up.

“Poor little thing. Almost got stepped on didn’t you.” she said, while petting it. She looked back up at Edward. “Her name is klutz. Good name just like me then.” she said. Laughing. She did like the rabbit it was adorable. It would remind her of Edward all the time now, since he was the one that had found him for her. “So you said, she was just staring at you?” she asked, carious. “I thought animals had a grater sense about what you are then humans.” she muttered, still watching the rabbit. She watched as the rabbit jumped around her room sniffing things and getting used to it. After all the rabbit was an forest rabbit not at all used to being indoors.

As if Bella had heard something she glanced around trying to find the source. Not finding anything she got up and put the rabbit back. She would have tons of time to play with her now. She wanted to spend time with Edward. Even though she pretty much spend all her time with him anyway. “I love you so much.” she muttered while hugging him. “I love the rabbit.” she said, trying to reassure him, though she didn’t know why. Probably because she was still self conscious around him. “She’s perfect.” she moved to the bed and laid down. She was tired, though she wanted to spend some time with Edward before she fell asleep. While she wanted for Edward to move to the bed, she sat and watched the little bunny eating a carrot.

Tag;;;Edward
Music;;;none
Status;;;finished
Clothing;;;pajamas.
Credit;;;me.. and whom ever did the picture
Word count;;; 427
Notes;;; Sorry it's short.. I promise to do longer next time. I've been quite busy lately. i

[Edward Cullen]

Edward sat in the rocking chair still, smiling to himself as he watched a tired Bella's eyes watching Klutz hopping about. He thought carefully about what she'd just asked him.
"I'm not sure..." he got up slowely, and walked over to her. Kneeling down carefully so the floorboards wouldn't creak thus making Charlie suspicious and come investigating with a cinderblock. "Then again, there is always one stubborn creature that doesn't follow the natural order of things," he gently tapped her nose. He could see she was tired. He gathered himself, standing up and settling himself down onto the bed. He leaned over scooping Bella into his arms resting her against his chest. He lay like that for a long time, feeling her rhythmical breathing and heart beat pounding on his own still chest. He exhaled, he had reached summum bonum- the perfect happiness. His fingers trailed gently through her hair, brushing ever so slightly against the bump. They followed down to the curve of her spine and rested on the small of her back.
"You really scared me today..." he whispered so quietly that he wasn't sure she would hear. Infact he didnt know if he wanted her to hear this. He was always the protector, he had to be strong, always.
"I have to protect you," he began, talking at a barely audible volume. "I'm supposed to have no weaknesses, i'm not supposed to get scared... he exhaled, his fingers running lightly up and down Bella's back, skimming the slight amount of flesh on show. He pulled the duvet over them, not wanting her to get cold.
"Yet, i have a weakness. You. The slightest thought of losing you... not being with you..." his voice broke. "It kills me, it destroys me," his voice can out hoarse and scarcley there. "Italy..." he couldn't finish what he was going to say, the raw emotion was to much for him. The memories still to fresh, they would always be to fresh. He lay in silence trying to regain control of his emotions, all he saw was what Jacob had shown him when he'd first returned. His memory of Bella. What he had done to her. A pained groan ripped from his chest, in one swift movement he had rolled Bella off him and curled up, groans of pain still escaping his chest no matter how much he tried to control it. He didn't want her to see him like this. He closed his eyes, yet he couldn't get away from the haunting images... When Sam had found her... her painfully thin and ill... looking almost, dead. It was him that had done that to her, he deserved to feel this pain. But she didn't deserve to be exposed to this, it would only make her upset. Edward fought to regain control, trying to block the images that haunted him, yet Bella had finally seen his vunerable side. Not a predator, not perfect, not the Edward Cullen everyone knew. As he laid there curled up, whimpering, fighting against the pain, the grief, the guilt, he realised what he'd just exposed Bella to- and regreted it greatly.

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[Bella Swan]

She smiled at him when he knelled before her. “Where would I be if I followed that order of things. Not with you anyway.” she said, she was getting really sleepy her eyes were drooping. Though she would rather stay up and talk with Edward. She sighed contently when he got into bed and pulled her up close. This is the way things should be. Everything was perfect when they were together. Everything in the world was once again perfect for her. She cringed a bit when he brushed his fingers over the bump but that cringe turned into a shiver of anticipation when his fingers continued down her spine to her back. She was so content just laying her with him. She would not tell him that the bump on her head hurt a bit more then it probably should.

Her eyes where already closed if they weren’t she would of closed them when she heard his voice. He was supposed to be strong not break down. Though she didn’t think he was weak or anything. Just the fact that he had broken down in front of her scared her, he was always so strong in front of her. Though she was glad that she was finally able to see him and not the face he always put on for her. She sighed when he said, that she was his weakness. She knew she was putting a strain on him. She sighed and sat up turning herself to face him.

“Edward, I love you so very much. Please don’t think of yourself as weak you could never be weak. I only want you to know that I will always be here. No matter what. I will never leave you.” she whispered. “What happened in Italy is past and over.” she muttered hugging him. “I’m here and you’re here that’s all that matters.” she sighed and looked into his face hoping to make him look into her eyes so that he knew she was not lying. “Just remember.” she said, a slight smile. “I will be here with you for as long as you want me.” she said, turning his words back on him. She smiled again and ran her fingers through his hair. She loved to do that.

Once she was cretin that he was alright, she turned back around and slid into him again. She couldn’t believe that he had allowed himself to break down in front of her. That was something that she never thought she would see. The thought of it brought tears to her eyes. Seeing him in that much pain. She never wanted to see that again. Hopefully she never would have to. She was trying her best to show him that she was not scared or freaked out by his show of emotion. She actually encourages is. Next time she hoped that it wouldn’t be so bad. “I love you Edward.” she whispered before she fell asleep.

Tag;;; Edward
Music;;;Nothing
Status;;;finished
Clothing;;; pajamas
Credit;;;me and who ever did the picture
Word count;;; uh 491ish
Notes;;; I know i said, i would do longer.. but something came up (Family problems) and I couldn't do it.. sorry.

[Edward Cullen]

Edward lay next to her in a fettle position, curled up. It struck him that he had never infact felt this vulnerable other than when he had left Bella. Those days cast a dark shadow across his memories, even if they were human memories he was sure they would be just a poignant. Memories like that whether you be human or vampire, stay with you as clear as a crystal pool of water- no matter how many times you try to cloud them with your better judgments. Edward was just going to have to except that he would never escape this. His eyes were squeezed closed the darkness engulfing him- yet he couldn’t escape these images, his breathing was rash and heavy. The occasional shudder ripped through his body, convulsing his muscles against their will. He could hear Bella talking to him, he tried to get a hold of himself, pushing his back into hers gently- just to feel her there. It wasn’t right that she should have to see this. He remember how much it had infact hurt him when Bella had chosen him over Jacob, he had never witnessed Bella in so much pain. From the second she had left the boundary she had sobbed, inconsolably. The sobbing did not stop all night, it was so loud that even Charlie could hear it down stairs, his thoughts though concerned thought it would be best to leave her be. He had cradled Bella in his arms all night where she had continued to cry for hours, the hole time it felt like Edward still heart was being ripped from its chest. Not because she felt this much raw emotion for not choosing Jacob, but purely because seeing her in that much pain was torture. It was worse than when in Italy Jane had shocked him, this thought sent another slight convulsion through his body-yet it was less noticeable this time. He was beginning to regain control, he didn’t want Bella to have to experience what he had felt that night. He didn’t have to be able to read her mind to understand what she was feeling at this moment in time, her tone of voice and the look of her face said everything. She tried in vein to cover it well, Edward could tell. She was startled, in agony at seeing him like this. As she ran her fingers through her hair Edward rolled over and pulled her into his strong arms-protecting her, this time not from danger like it had previously been but infact Edwards own weaknesses.
“I’m so sorry Bella…” his voice breaking at the end. “I never wanted you to see that, it wasn’t fair on you…” he leaned forward placing a gentle kiss on the gape of her neck. “I love you so much… more … than… anything…” placing a gentle kiss in-between each word on her flesh. “You’re more important to me than my whole life, my existence. If you were endangered… I would not think at all. I would die for you, and never regret doing so, but you must promise me if anything ever happens you will stay strong and carry on…” he murmered into her ear. He knew at this point she had dropped off to sleep, yet he wasn’t sure if she was fully asleep yet the tossing hadn’t begun. “I’m sorry Bella, I love you,” he whispered into her ear, pulling her closely to his bear chest.

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[Bella Swan]

She hadn’t been fully asleep yet though she was very close.. She was so close in fact that she had almost missed what he said to her. Though even her unconscious mind was intune to him so she smiled in her sleep. “I love you too.” she whispered she was asleep a couple minuets after she said that. She did not mind at all that he showed a bit of weakness. She was of been upset that he held all that in. so she was glad that he got some of what he had been carrying on his shoulders off of his chest. She would happily take some of the burden.

She had only been sleeping for an hour or so when the dreams began. It started out innocent enough but ended up scaring her half to death. She didn’t realize that she was dreaming and those nightmares were the worst of them all. It got so bad at one point that she had woken herself up. Though she relized that Edward was still laying with her so she fell back to sleep really quickly not even enough time to tell Edward what happened. The dream it self had to do with what happened to her that day. Not just falling down and rendering her shelf unconscious, no it was the fear of loosing Edward while she was laying there unconscious.

Her mind was playing tricks with her telling her that Edward didn’t love her when she knew that he did infect love here. She turned around in her sleep muttering; “Edward”. it had been known that she talked about him in her sleep but the way she said his name that way seemed like she was in some kind of stress. Though later on that night.. All she could dream about was Edward and her little bunny rabit running around in it’s cage. Her bad dreams had stopped it seemed.

Tag ;;;Edward
Music ;;; none
Status ;;;finished
Clothing ;;; pajamas
Credit ;;;me and whom ever did the pic
Word count ;;; 320
Notes ;;; sorry it took so long.. and it's kinda short.

[Edward Cullen]

Edwards’ dormant heart seemed to whell up in his chest when she told him that she loved him. No matter how many times she told him, he could never quite believe how lucky he was. This was his favourite time of day, when Bella was asleep in his arms. Since she wasn’t awake there was no way she could endanger herself, she merely lay there in his arms, the safest place in the universe for her- nothing would ever harm her while she was in his arms.
He listened closely, Charlie had gone to sleep on the sofa by the sounds of things, his dreams unsurprisingly were infact of dropping that cinderblock on Edward. He had to bite back up chuckle, his body shaking with the laughter, he fell still when it came to close to unsettling Bella’s sleep and soothed her hair.
There was only one downside to when Bella slept, though nothing could hurt her physically the nightmares still clutched at her. Dragging her into the blackness, torturing her. He didn’t need to ask what the nightmares were about, though her half conscious half sleep talk confirmed this as she muttered Edward. He drew her in close, he hated the fact she had nightmares about him, all he could do was hold her close. Protect her. Prove to her that he is there.
“Shhh its ok Bella, I’m here, I love you, I always will love you,” he stroked her hair and lay soothing kisses on her forehead until the nightmare surpassed and once again she became peaceful. He lay still holding her tightly, soothing her- using the logic that if he left to change then she would either awake startled or the nightmares would begin again.
He lay with her in his arms, just thinking. Listening to both Charlie’s dream and his rhythmical snoring. He didn’t move until Bella began to stir when the day broke. Today was a Saturday, no school thank god! No chance of Newton mauling Bella.

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Notes: Sorry I took so long, its been hectic and my muse suffered. If you fancy starting a new thread go ahead.

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[Bella Swan]

Yeah I will just start a new thread then..