"So clumsey she's practically disabled" BELLA!

[Edward Cullen]

"To love is to receive a glimpse of heaven."

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Edward sat in his car, gym was the only class practically that him and Bella were not together for, though this is the class he regrets not being with her most for.
Bella, Isabella Marie Swann, the love of his life,
"Maybe i should correct that" he thought to him.
The love of his existence. He had always wondered why fate had dealt him this hand of cards, now he knew. Bella. She was his life, his everything, his reason for existing.
He disliked sending Bella to gym class greatly, first because, well because she is so clumsey that she could cause a mass disaster claiming many victims including herself by just tripping on an untied shoe lace.
The second factor, she had gym with Mike Newton. He growled. Mike had always had a thing for Bella, and by the sounds of things was still trying.
"If he doesn't stop thinking about Bella that way, i shall personally remove his "equipment" preventing said matter happening again!" Edward growled to himself.
Everytime he see's Bella's face in Mike Newtons thoughts it takes his breath away.
"She is so beautiful, i can't believe she is mine... i don't deserve her," he thoughts. Edward had never really took an interest of girls growing up, even up until he met Bella he didn't care. Then Bella happened. She is so...
His thoughts were interrupted as he saw the image in Mikes head of Bella falling over someone elses foot, sending herself hurtling head first towards the gym floor and lying motionless.
He stood motionless for a millionth of a second. Waiting to see her move, Bella was prone to these sorts of incidents and usually came out unscathed. But this time she didn't move.
Before anyone in the gym had actually reacted, Edward was out of his car, pushing past random students who for whatever reason were not in lessons, constantly watching Mikes thoughts to see what was happening.

tags: Bella, do we have a mike newton? meh whoever wants join in..
Listening to: 3oh!3- dont trust me.
extra notes: english language and psychology A-level tomorrow, wish me luck!
PPS: Sorry, this wasnt what i was planning but i had an urge (: hope you can work your magic Bella x

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[Bella Swan]

"When I look into his eyes, it seems all the problems in the world go away and I'm floating in mid-air."

Bella was one of those people who could trip over a dust partial so she was always nervous when it came to gym class. Though today she had decided for what ever reason to actually try and participate. It could be the fact that she was so happy or just because coach clapp was staring at her. Either way she was participating and at first it was going good. But about half way through she got distracted. Probably thinking about how utterly handsome Edward is or how perfect he is. Not even noticing what she was doing she went to hit the ball and tripped. How she tripped you ask. Well she tripped over her own two feet, that’s right there was nothing there other then her own feet.

The next thing that she knew was that she was unconscious but being in this state before she pretty much knew what was going on. Though she couldn’t see, she could hear what was going on around her. She sighed though obviously it didn’t make any noise. Edward was going to kill her, and that was who she would think of because he was the love of her life.. And hopefully the love of her existence when he turned her into a vampire. She was able to hear everything around her and she heard people in her class close, she assumed to check if she was ok. Though the next thing she knew was that she heard something that almost made her heart stop, it was Mike and he was very close probably going to pick her up to carry her to the nurse office or something . Oh Edward was not going to like this she thought to herself.

After only a minute of being touched by the vile Mike, he came or so she assumed he did. Rather then hear him she felt him. Standing behind mike she assumed. Though being unconscious she couldn’t be sure. She held her breath, hypothetically of course, she didn’t know what he would do.

TAG;;; EDWARD.. Finally.. lol
CREDIT::: ME myself and I. oh and whom ever thought the lovely quote up.
WORD COUNT;;; 344
NOTES;;; sorry it's short.. I really cant do unconscious.. lol

[Edward Cullen]

See i don't understand how you're number one, when it was just a fling before now... you're the one" [8]

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"What possessed me to situate myself this far away from gym?" Edward worried to himself, of course if he had been able to run like he usually would he would have arrived on the scene before Mike Newton and Coach Clapp had even been able to breathe. Edward growled under his breathe, he hated having to travel at human speed, though he was still running anyway, just human pace. He couldn't risk the curious gazes that were set upon him.
"I wonder whats got Cullen all worked up?" One voice thought.

He was keeping tabs on Bella through Mikes thoughts, and she still was not conscious. He began to panic in overload, already having Carlisles number programmed into speed dial ready for occasions like this. Usually these occasions never actually happened, as 99% of the time Edward was with Bella and of course he would let nothing harm her. What with his vampire reflexs and strength. Yet today Bella had outdone herself, the one oppurtunity to almost kill herself and it takes place when Edward isn't there to save her.

Just as Edward raced through the doors into gym, the dozens of curious eyes moved from Bella to him. Mike Newton had Bella in his arms, obviously conferring with the coach on what to do. Edward strolled over and stood behind Mike, hopefully making his presence felt. He resisted the urge to lunge for Mike's neck and even impressively managed to suppress a growl!

"Bella, Bella sweetheart, can you hear me?" Edward said, trying to edge around Mike without shoving him so hard, the school would lose a wall. Though maybe he should wait until Bella is out of his arms to do so.
"Cullen how did you get here so fast?" Mike asked looked bewilded and slight, well greatly annoyed.
"You know, i like to keep an eye on my girl, check nothing bad happens to her... He said in a perfectly audible tone to the class, yet then he dropped his voice. Or anyone" Fixing Mike with a deathly stare, his eyes black as coal.
"I really do dislike that boy,"Edward thought. "Maybe i should borrow Esme's antique staple gun to take care of the issue!"
Edward strode away with Bella in his arms, she still hadn't woke up.

"Come on Bella, wake up! He growled. He didn't bother taking her to the nurses office, the amount of times Bella had been in there so far this term alone was ridiculous. The nurse had even reserved a chair for Edward. Next thing you know and she'll have our own personalized coffee mugs.

He decided he would take Bella home, lying her in the front seat. He sped out the parking lot to the bewildered gazes of students, oh and he saw Mike stood there. He did not look to impressed, and by the sounds of what insults he was hurling... Well... Mike would get over it.

He reached Bella's house in record time, give or take a few red lights and stop signs. Yet no old people ran over today, so it was an impressive stint. Not even bothering to unlock the front door. He parked the car around the corner, just incase Charlie drove past for whatever reason. He leapt through Bella's open window.
"That girl!" Edward thought shaking his head. Anybody could break into this house!... Well when they were out anyway, nothing would live if it tried to lay a harming hand on Bella.

He sat down on the bed, taking Bella in his arms, resting her head against his chest. He began to stroke her hair, if she didn't wake up in five minutes then Edward would call Carlisle.
He was just about to pick up the phone to ring Carlisle, when Bella's eyes began to flutter.
"Bella, can you hear me? Bella, i love you." Edward whispered.





Tags: Bella, Bella. Bella, Bella. Bella, Bella. Bella, Bella. Bella, Bella. Bella, Bella. Bella, Bella. Bella, Bella. Bella, Bella. Bella, Bella. Bella, Bella. Bella, Bella. Bella, Bella. Bella, Bella. Bella, Bella. Bella, Bella. did i mention? Bella.
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Listening to: N dubz- wouldn't you...
Notes: Had two exams today, english language was good, but psychology... lets just say i doodled FAIL all over my essay answers .

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[Bella Swan]

"When I look into his eyes, it seems all the problems in the world go away and I'm floating in mid-air."

Of course being unconscious she couldn’t feel really anything but she did feel Mike pick her up and she wanted to shudder but found that she really did not have control of her body. As soon as she heard Edward talk she calmed down, she knew that she would be alright now she knew everything would be fine. Edward had come to save her for mike. She did hear him, though she couldn’t say anything. She hoped that he would soon take her out of mikes hands she felt so very uncomfortable in his hands. She would feel so much better in his hard-as-rock arms. If only to know that she was safe. She snorted, obviously to herself when she hear Edward answer mike. She knew that he was only rubbing the fact that she was his girl in mikes face and she rather enjoyed that fact, though she wouldn’t want them to fight or anything.

She gave a mental sigh of relief when she was in Edwards arms. It made her that much more comfortable and she could finally relax enough to try and wake up. Though she was a bit confused as to why he had placed her in a car. And why she was moving rather then being at the nurses office. She had figured that was where he would take her.

She had finally woken up when they had gotten to her house. Though she was certain that he must of driven way over the speed limit for that to happen even though she was not quite sure how long she had been out. When she opened her eyes she almost gasped in surprise, there he was standing over her with the most adorable look on his face. It was a look of concern but to her it was adorable because it was about her. "Bella, can you hear me? Bella, i love you." She heard him say. Trying to sit up she looked at him. “I love you to, more then you know.” she whispered to him smiling. “What happened?” she asked. She was only aware that she had been in gym and then all went black. Though she did have vague memories of mike Newton and then Edward coming to her rescue. She would ask him about that later when she was sure of what happened. “Did I trip over a dust particle again?” she asked with an amused look on her face.

TAG;;;EDWARD. YAY!
CREDIT::: ME myself and I. oh and whom ever thought the lovely quote up.
WORD COUNT;;; 419
NOTES;;; Sorry it’s short.. Next one will be longer.. I have a new kitty that keeps jumping on me and demanding my attention.. Lol.. Sorry about the exams.. did you do ok?

[Edward Cullen]

"You're nothing short of my everything."

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" I love you more than you know.” Bella said.

Edward shuck his head. "Impossible, since i am the one who loves you more than anything in existence... though i do wish that we could prevent these daily near death experiences Bella... If i wasn't a vampire i would say something along the lines of 'you'll be the death of me'..." He sighed, he picked her up and placed her on his knee, wrapping his arms around her, Engulfing her in his strong embrace.
"What happened? Did i trip over a dust particle again?" Bella had asked.


He looked down at her face, her eyes still amazed him, it wasn't just their astounding colouring it was the love and trust that were displayed in those eyes. She was just so... perfect. He couldn't resist, he leant forward, twisting her body around. He felt her heart excellerate... a usual happening and chuckled to himself. Running his thumb over the silk like flesh that covered her cheek bones. He held her gaze for a longer moment, and bent down to kiss her. This is the one place he could truely relax, Bella was here. safe. in his arms, nothing would ever harm her.

No sweetheart, i think it was infact your shoelace this time... we either have two options from here, get you VELCRO shoes... though i'm sure you'd still find a way to fall over with. or a wheel chair, but then again you'll probably end up rolling down a hill and into a tree, so maybe that isn't the wisest idea either He chuckled to himself.

"I was sitting in my car, you know how nervous your PE class gets me, what with me being seperated and you surrounded by javalins and equipment that in your hands could be weapons of mass destruction!"

[/colour] He paused a brief second taking in the expression on her face, before lightly running his thumb over her cheek bone and taking her face lighting on his right palm, making her look him in the eyes. "So i was obviously keeping an eye on you, the only person who i can rely on for complete gym coverage of you is Newton!"[/colour] He growled. " Before Mike could even react i was on my way, you do not realise how frustrating and near impossible difficult it was to not run, really run, there you were lying unconcsious, no form of movement, and i have to move at the speed of a quick human![/colour] He broke off again feeling the anguish in his eyes and tried to control them.
" Of course it didn't help matters when Newton tried to pick you up, i never realised how much of a jealous character i could be. Though unfortunatly he didn't drop you so i don't have a total excuse to go and dispose of him,"[/colour] He joked, though he was half serious.

"Bella please try and look after yourself, whether it be with dust particles, werewolves, or even a babminton racket... just please. I love you, more than words can express, more than the world can physically show, you have my heart... always."[/colour]. He leaned over, overcome by emotion, and pressed his lips against her warm, soft mouth.

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Listening to:Tinchy stryder ft ndubz- number 1
Notes: Awww whats the kitten called? Ah my english language was ok, i think i nailed that. Psychology i don't stand a chance, i looked at the paper and wanted to walk out. Tomorrow i've got an english lit exam, but theres not so much pressure since i've got a pass in my previous exam but it just wasnt as high as i wanted it, but hopefully my coursework will have brough it up anyway (: xxx[/size][/blockquote][/blockquote][/center]

[Bella Swan]

Bella had to smile at that, he was always so funny. “I would be the death of you.” she asked, though she didn’t really mean it in any other way then being funny. “That’s just me, Take it our leave it.” she said, smiling at him. She was so close now he was holding her in his lap and she was relishing in that fact. She loved sitting her like this with him. She was nearly blown away by his scent, though she had smelt it dozens of times before it was still able to blow her away. She loved it very much.

She loved his kisses and she could not get enough of them. Though his lips were icy all she felt was a hot tingling felling. Suppressing a moan she kissed him back though she knew that if she tried to do much more he would pull away and tell her that she had to follow the rules or some other nascence like that. Though she understood why she still did not have to like it. She felt so comfortable so safe in these arms, she sighed with content and looked up to him smiling when the kiss was broken.

“Shoelace.” she muttered, “Well that’s not new I guess I’m just going to have to make sure those are tied from now on. Because as much as I love you I am not going to wear Velcro.” she muttered, watching her shoes. They were untied. She huffed at him. “Really, I’m admit that I’m accident prone but a wheelchair?” she asked with a mock hurt look on her face. He couldn’t read her mind so he didn’t know that she was only faking, but being him he could probably tell. She smiled up at him again. “Your adorable.” she said, then stopped to listen to his explanation of what happened.

She was bemused, he could be so funny sometimes. “Weapons of mass destruction?” she asked with a smile. “I’m not that bad am I?” she of course knew she was but she wanted to get him worked up. It was hard to do that and she wanted to try this once. He seemed to be in a good enough mood for it anyway. She laughed. “You watch me though mike’s mind?” she said, laughing harder now. “I can actually see you doing that.” she said, bringing herself closer to him to place a kiss on his lips. “We wouldn’t want you to blow your cover for me now would we? We wouldn’t want another reason for Rosalie to hate me.” she said, after she pulled away.

She shuddered. “I thought he picked me up, I had this like sense when I was unconscious like I could feel you standing next to mike and I when he had me in his arms. I rather be in your arms.” she said, running her fingers across his cheek.

“I promise.” she said, then kissed him again on the lips this time. “You are my life now I would never want to hurt you by hurting myself.” she said, pulling back and looking into his beautiful Carmel golden eyes. Those eyes where her undoing she could get lost looking into those wonderful eyes.

TAG;;;EDWARD. YAY!
CREDIT::: ME myself and I.
WORD COUNT;;; 546
NOTES;;; His name is Elijah.. EJ for short.. lol and hopefully you do good in all them..

[Edward Cullen]

"Look after my heart, i left it with you.

Edward wrapped himself around Bella, she seemed to cling into him more, he heard her supress a moan. It sent shockwaves through his body, electric currents ripping through his very being.
“I promise.”

[/colour]. Edward watched her lean into to kiss him, more shockwaves ripped through his body, he himself this time had to supress a moan.
“You are my life now I would never want to hurt you by hurting myself.”[/colour]. Bella pulled his face round, he stared at her, taking in all her features. He loved her, he loved everything about her, the clumseyness, he just wished that she wasn't insecure. His feelings for her would never, ever change. No matter what. He was changed, nothing would want to make him change back. He thought of that horrific day when Rosalie had phoned him saying that Bella had killed herself. He shuddered at the thought. He would have never been able to forgive himself, at that moment his life had fallen out underneath him. His reason for existing. Gone. It was all his fault, in trying to protect her... he'd failed. The moment he realized Bella was infact alive, he vowed to never leave her again, he loved her with all his heart, his essence, everything.

" You know the moment i laid eyes on you, the feeling i came over with... i didn't understand someone could feel that strongly for another person. To be honest i don't think anyone else on this planet feels so strongly for another as i do"[/colour] He growled seductively in her ear. He did like to listen to her heart accelerate, it made him chuckle,it amazed him that he could have that effect on people. He slipped his hand round the back of her shirt, feeling her soft skin underneath, gently caressing the small of her back. He could stay like this forever, with her lying in his arms. It was moments like these when Edward realised that he was meant to become a vampire, nothing would want him to change this. Eternal damnation or not, spending moments like these with Bella he would tell a eternity of hell fire and torture.

"You are the most exquisite creature on this planet you know, and you all mine!"[/colour]. The hand still under Bella's shirt, resting on the small of her back, he pulled her in closer, gently laying a kiss on her lips.
"Did i ever tell you... you are my life now"[/colour].
He chuckled to himself, his lips still rested on Bella's.

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[Bella Swan]

"When I look into his eyes, it seems all the problems in the world go away and I'm floating in mid-air."

Bella smiled up at him, that’s all she could really do what could you say to a statement like that, all she could do was smile because no words would equal to what he just said. She felt chills all up and down her back from where he was rubbing, not because of his cold hands but because of the feeling those hands where producing. She knew that she loved him from the moment she seen him in the lunch room that day. And no matter what anyway had said, she just couldn’t of taken her eyes away from him. She sighed in content once more glancing up at him. It was true she thought Edward was perfect, no matter what he thought she knew it to be true.

“All your’s” she repeated, it always seemed like when she was near him that she was incapable of coherent speech. And that feeling started from the beginning he had a way of ‘dazzling’ people and he seemed to love to dazzle her. “And you are my perfect angel.” she said, smiling. She had thought that he was an angel when she first seen him, he was handsome, and all around perfect though she had thought that he didn’t like her but now she know’s better.

She couldn’t help it, she moaned into the kiss, she was known for her sounds that she made. She didn’t seem like she could help it when she was around Edward. Everything just came out even if it was embarrassing or incriminating and she found that she was more accident prone around him too. Good thing that was always there to save her or she would be hurt pretty badly now. “And you are my life.” she said, into his kiss. She loved his kisses they never ceased to be amazing.

No matter how bad of a day she had or how much people annoyed her she could kiss Edward and everything would be alright, now if only she could get him to loosen up a bit and she would be happy. He was always so tense. She knew why but it annoyed her, though she couldn’t blame him, she knew he was super strong but she was a female teen and her hormones did get out of hand sometimes. While she was kissing him she tried to take it that much father just to see what he would do, bringing her hand up she brushed it through his hair turning in his lap, now she was now sitting on his lap with her knees on either side of him. She knew not to take it too far, but she just wanted to see how far she could take it before he got mad and stopped it.

TAG;;;EDWARD. YAY!
CREDIT::: ME myself and I. oh and whom ever thought the lovely quote up.
WORD COUNT;;; 465
NOTES;;; Sorry it’s short..

[Edward Cullen]

"Within you I lose myself. Without you I find myself wanting to become lost again"

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“And you are my life.”

[/colour]. Bella had replied. A low moan escaping her lips. This sent ripples through Edward's body, he may not be human but he was still male. Everything about Bella made him want her, more than anybody had ever wanted another person. Her scent, her perfect face, the slight colour that was appearing on her cheeks, everything. He listened carefully, the house was empty, Charlie hadn't returned. He glanced around her bedroom, it felt like home. He was never happier than when he was here, with Bella, her lying in his arms.

Edward felt Bella brush her hand through his hair, she turned in his lap, stradling him. "I really should stop this now,"[/colour] He thought. He looked deep into Bella's face, her eyes, filled with trust and love. Something inside him clicked. A slow moan escaped his lips, this startled him, taking him by suprise, he knew he wanted her, but this feeling, overwhelmed him, he knew vampires felt stronger waves of emotions than humans, but this was near enough unbearable. Before he could stop himself his lips were pressed on Bella's, his hand on the small of her back clamping her further into him. He felt as if he had a fire inside him, a raging inferno of passion, it burned and ached. The only thing that could quench this fire was Bella, being closer to her, yet he couldn't seem to get close enough to put out the fire. One hand remained on the small of her back, pressing her against him, waiting to feel the slightest hesitation from her of which he would release her. The other of his hands tangled in her long hair, he drew in her scent. It sent his body tingling, yet he was in control of that side of his nature, every since Italy and almost losing Bella, the blood aspect held little appeal to him anymore, the pain of losing her was to great. Bella no longer being in his life would destroy him, and the thought of him being the reason her life would seise to exist, made the pain even more unbearable than it already was. But she was here, she loved him and would do forever. As he did her.

He released his lips from her own, gently kissing along her collar bone, moving slowly with great precision up her neck, feeling the pulse throbbing in her neck as her heart went into overdrive, along her jawline before slowly meeting her lips again and again and again. A moan of pleasure escaped his lips, it wasn't often that Edward lost such composure and he was sure that Bella would have noticed this.
This was where he belonged. Forever.
Inbetween kisses he leant towards her ear, whispering gently into it "Within you I lose myself. Without you I find myself wanting to become lost again"[/colour]. Placing his tingling lips back onto her own, the fire still burning.

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Listening to: Fugative-jimmy shoes.
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[Bella Swan]

She couldn’t help but watch his face, it was perfect and she couldn’t be more happier that he was hers, she was his also and that in itself was a miracle. What did she have compared to this angel. She was plain in every way possible. Her hair, eyes, height, and body. Everything plain.. She was plain Bella. What did she have compared to someone like Rosalie or Alice. They both had perfect bodies perfect everything she felt scarred and inadequate compared to them. She sighed, she really did not need to be thinking about this right now when she could be thinking about better things like kissing Edward. And those sounds that were coming out of his mouth. The were doing strange things to her and she loved it.

She had to moan again. His lisps on hers, his hand on her back, everything was unbearable yet everything that she wanted at the same time. She was only human after all and these feelings were sending her to the edge. What would it take to send her over? She didn’t know and she was sure that she wanted to find out. Because she loved him when all her might and to feel that would be wonderful. Edward had this thing about him. She couldn’t think when she was near and she knew that she trusted him. She trusted him with everything she had. So she pushed herself forward wanting more yet not finding it at all. She was pressed up so close and hard that she thought she might break him. Which was a stupid thought when he could stop cars with one hand.

Her breath was not coming in short harsh gasps, she wanted more. She was barely able to stop the moan that came with he kissed her collar bone and jaw line. She smiled against his lips when he said those things to her. She felt special that he thought of her like that. And she was defiantly in a selfish mood. She wanted him and she wanted all of him and she was determined that she would get it she was human after all and she thought with her hormones and nothing else. “You are way more then I could of asked for.” she muttered. Her brain at the moment would not let her think of anything better to say.

She wanted.. No NEEDED to be closer to him. Even though she was sitting on his lap as close as she could get it never felt like she was close enough. And she trusted him so much. She just didn’t know what to do if he would let her get any closer or even want to. Every time she tired it seemed like he pushed her away but he did promise her that he would have relations. If that meant that she married him. Though she wanted that now and not later. “I want you NOW.” she muttered into his mouth. She wasn’t sure how he would react but she pulled away to show him that she trusted him.. She really trusted him.

TAG;; EDWARD
CREDIT::: Me…
MUSIC/ LISTENING TO::: Shinedown-second chance.
WORD COUNT;;; around 516
NOTES;;; Her brain is sex driven.. I’m just tired.. Sorry I couldn’t come up with anything better.. Lol and sorry it took so long.. Elijah is great.. He's sleeping by my feet at the moment.

[Edward Cullen]

""When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams."

"You are way more then I could of asked for.”

[/colour], her breath whisping around his neck. The closer she got the more intense the fire seemed to burn, yet the further away she went the more unbearable the fire became.
"You don't realise how special you are"[/colour] in between kisses, somehow he wasnt sure when his button up shirt had been removed. He was pretty sure he hadn't done that, Bella seemed to have a very talented nack for removing clothes when he was around. For once Edwards rational thoughts did not overcome his desire, it was torture, and he knew sometimes it upset Bella when he pushed her away. He didn't want to push her away, it took every bit of strength to do so, it wasn't easy when she was ready to undermind his self control at the first oppurtunity. " I am the lucky one, all those boys queuing up for you... you could have any one of them. Yet you picked me, and that fact still astounds me..."[/colour]. He trailed off, placing his lips back onto Bella's, he couldn't keep them away from her otherwise the fire consumed him.

A moan had slipped through Bella's lips as she said "“I want you NOW.”[/colour]. She wriggled herself closer to him, he groaned, this was torture. Though the nicest kind of torture possible.
He delicately twisted himself round, so Bella was lying underneath him on the bed, he balanced himself so she would feel very little of him body weight. He could hear his breath coming in ragged gasps which was strange as he did not need to breathe. He leant down, placing his hands either side of Bella's head, he kissed her from the tip of her nose, down her flushed cheek bones, across her jawline, and following her collar bone, he moaned. He knew he should stop.
"Bella"[/colour] He muttered, inbetween kisses. Yet he couldn't quite bring himself to stop just yet. "I... love... you"[/colour]. Moving his face back upwards to hers, meeting her eyes, his hand gently stroking the side of her waste, before leaning down a kissing her gently on the nose.

"O! She doth teach the torches to burn bright.
It seems she hangs upon the cheek of night
Like a rich jewel in an Ethiop's ear;
Beauty too rich for use, for earth too dear.[/colour]. he whispered to her. His eyes once never leaving hers. He didn't tend to rate Romeo's love for Juliet... "Though you know i dont really rate Romeo's love for Juliet... i don't believe that anyone can feel what i feel for you.it.is.impossible."[/colour]. Kissing her perfusely on her lips again. Breaking away as suddenly as he had placed them back on her soft lips.
"and Bella... i don't just want you NOW, i want you every minute of everyday, and everyday of forever,"[/colour].

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[Bella Swan]

She had somehow worked his shirt off without him noticing, she was becoming increasingly better at that every time they did this. She had to smile at the thought, if she could get his shirt off without him noticing what else could she do. Though she had to look at him when he made his next comment about her. She knew that he loved her but it surprised her every time that he said something like that. She was plain Bella why would he gorgeous Edward want anything to do with her. She had these thoughts all the time and there was pretty much nothing any one could do that would make her change her mind about them. She loved it when he kissed her like that and she sighed at what he said. “Only as special as you want me to be.” she said, squirming a bit in his lap. She wanted him badly but of course she would only go as far as he would allow. How would she go any father anyway.

She had been so into kissing him that she had almost missed him talking. What with him kissing and talking so out of breath. Though she pulled away just a bit when he said that and looked into his eyes. “No Edward, I’m the lucky one. You choose me over everyone. Including Rosalie, and I have no idea why, she’s perfect and I’m just plain Bella.” she said, she didn’t know if they would continue kissing after that little out burst but she had to say something he was making it seem like she was the most beautiful woman out there when there were people like Rose and Alice walking the earth.

She really couldn’t get over the fact that he wanted her. It pretty much blew her mind but she was hooked on him ever since the day in the cafeteria. When she couldn’t stop looking at him. He looked like an angel sitting there with his family. She never thought that she would be here now with him like this. Laying down underneath him was probably one of the best feelings that she had thus far. Being like this had her almost panting as much as kissing him did. And she couldn’t believe the feelings that he evoked in her. She had almost hyperventilated at his next words, words that she had wanted to hear those words out of his mouth. “I love you to.” she said, “I love you soo much.” she pulled him down and kissed him hard, damn the results of it damn everything. All she knew now was her and Edward. That’s how she wanted it only her and Edward.

I thought you didn't take Romeo and Juliet seriously?" she asked. She loved those love stories but apparently as far as she knew Edward did not. "I love the quote by the way." she couldn't help it any longer she had to kiss him again. She only hoped that he wouldn't push her away she wouldn't know what to do if he did that. she just had to ask him. "Why cant we make love?" she knew the reason but she wanted to hear it come out of his mouth.

TAG;; EDWARD
CREDIT::: Me…
MUSIC/ LISTENING TO::: Shine down- Second chance..
WORD COUNT;;; around 538
NOTES;;; Yup.. that’s as many words as your going to get out of me.. Lol sorry

[Edward Cullen]

"To love is to receive a glimpse of heaven."

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Edward moaned as Bella pushed, well ushered you would probably say as Bella wouldn't be able to move Edward with alot of co-operation on his part. As she kissed him, he was happy. Totally one hundred percent happy he did not want this to end.
But as usual it was to good to be true, he was brought crashing headfirst back down to Earth with Bella's comment ""Why cant we make love?"

[/colour]. An audible groan slipped through his lips. He immediately disentagled himself from her and placed her against the pillows at the top of her bed. He took an unnecesarry deep breath to steady himself. A typical teenage girl ruled by her hormones. Yet he'd have to watch himself, it looked as if he'd also got a bit carried away tonight, he'd have to be more careful.
"Darn hormones,"[/colour] He muttered. He hoped he hadn't hurt her feelings, she was so sensitive sometimes.
"Bella love... look at me. You know why we cant make love. I said after the wedding we'll TRY. It is so dangerous Bella why can't you grasp that!?"[/colour]. His eyes ablaze with emotion and to a slight degree anger. His voice was raised in anger. Yet he didn't feel anger at her, he felt anger towards himself. Anger for being this monster, endangering her life. The fact that due to him she was unhappy. The fact the most natural thing on the planet for couples in love was life threatening and near enough impossible. It angered him so much. He lost his composure, walking over to her desk he picked up his new watch and crushed it into smitherines. Yet it didn't make him feel better.He hoped that destroying something would help him control the anger he was feeling yet it didn't.

"Bella, Bella, Bella... you know i want nothing more in the world to make love to you. Yet i will NOT and i repeat NOT risk your life for the gratification of my pleasure. You mean far to much to me, i love you to much to ever possibly do that.[/colour] He murmered. Staring at her for a while, wishing he could read her mind. He would give anything at a time like this to know truthfully what she was feeling.
"Bella. Tell me what you're thinking, please. Before it makes me go clinically insane!". He walked over slowely, lowered himself to her height and hestitantly kissed her quickly and gently on the lips.

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[Bella Swan]

She had to look away, it’s not that she was hurt or anything that he pushed her away again. But she was not liking it at all. It was proving more difficult each time that he stopped, each time that they do this she wants more. She knew that he was going to get mad she didn’t even know why she brought it up again. Of course she knew why they couldn’t make love. It would be dangerous but that was something that she was willing to do. Love made you feel like you were superwoman. “I know Edward, I know.” she said, sighing. “I just hate that it has to be this way. I love you so much.” she looked back up into his perfect face. “I’m sorry.” she had to flinch. She knew that he would never hurt her but the anger in his voice even though not loud made her wish that she never upset him.

As she watched him walk over and crush his watch she sighed. “I’m sorry.” she said, again. “I didn’t mean to upset you.” she really didn’t but some times she didn’t think. She watched him for a minute while he talked. “It wont only be for your pleasure.” she muttered, looking away. “Alright, after the wedding.” she said, looking back over to him smiling. “I guess it will make it that much better. To wait then finally get it.” she said. “And as for what I’m thinking about.” She said, “You.. It’s always about you. Morning, noon, and night.” she whispered as she watched him walk back over to her. “It’s always been and always will be about you.” by the time she had ended that sentence it was barely audible. She knew that he would hear her because of his uncanny ability to hear from far distances. The perk of being a vampire.

When he had leaned down to kiss her she kissed him back with hunger. Pushing herself up on to her knees and running her fingers through his hair. She loved his hair. It was always so very soft. She pulled away, something that took all her strength she loved kissing Edward. “I wont get carried away again.” she promised. Though she probably would do it again and Edward knew she would. That’s just what hormonal teenagers do. She smiled and looked into his golden eyes. She could get lost forever in those eyes.

TAG;; EDWARD
CREDIT::: Me…
MUSIC/ LISTENING TO::: The tv in the background
WORD COUNT;;; 404
NOTES;;; sorry it's short.

[Edward Cullen]

"To love is to receive a glimpse of heaven."

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“I’m sorry.I didn’t mean to upset you.”. He broke away from kissing her, anger sparked in his eyes at those words. It hurt him, hurt him beyond any physical pain possible that she blamed herself, it was HIS fault and yet she was apologising. He walked a steph closer and knelt down next to the bed taking her hand.
"Bella! Don't you dare say that again!" he growled, anger still clear in his liquid gold eyes.
"It's not your fault, do you have any idea how much it pains me. I can't do the most basic and simple yet the most SPECIAL element of any relationship purely because of what i am! You deserve so much more than this!" he gestured down to himself.
"I hate myself for doing this, upsetting you. Having to push you away. I would give anything, ANYTHING, to be human, to not endanger you, to hold you without my sense wanting to EAT YOU." he slammed up, rather noisely for a vampire, it was lucky Charlie still wasnt in. He griped the bridge of his nose. "Bella i can't even make love to you, the one thing i want more than anything in the world. The one thing YOU want more than anything in the world, yet i can't give it to you yet. I end up hurting you and upseting you in the process!". Pacing up and down the room. He looked at her, he sighed heavily, walking over to her.
"I'm sorry, so sorry Bella. If i could change anything, make you fall in love with someone human, someone who wouldnt harm you, could give you everything and anything you want past present and future i would Bella. No matter how much it hurt me,". He took her gently into his arms, and buried his face into her hair, kissing the hallow just between her ear and jawline, moving slowely up and down her neck, repeating this pattern. He looked into her eyes, gaving her nose a delicate kiss.
"Now, after today i think its proved that you should never, ever leave my arms, the world is far to a dangerous place for someone so clumsey that they could probably be classed as disabled!" he chuckled, giving her nose a gentle flick.
"And as for Mr Newton, well... I'm thinking of getting Emmett and Jasper to kidnap him, shoving him into a duffel bag and sending him to England. I'm sure he'd figure a way back to you though..."

[/b] with a dark chuckle.
"Not that i blame him, if i was shoved in a duffel bag and shipping to England i'd come back. Though that would never happen, since the state of both the duffel bag, and the person responsible... well, there would be much left to see!"[/colour] winking evily, laughing evil villain style.
"Bella i love you."

tag:Bella
wordcount: 650
listening to: metro station- seventeen forever.
notes: sorry i took so long, big exam tomorrow.
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